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To my love on this special monthly anniversary day, when things were at their darkness and I didn’t feel like I could wake up the next day. 

Five years later, we are back home in a better place. A lot of it is behind me now, with only small flare-ups from time to time. Those fade. Life has indeed gone on. Thank you for enduring it with me. Thank you for being there as I got to the other side. 

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Happy monthly anniversary. The snow is melting, the cold is retreating. It's no longer a perpetual darkness. I want to believe this growing light means something good is going to be break for me soon regarding work, but that's magical thinking. Thank you for supporting me as my journey through the desert continues. It;s more reassuring than you can imagine. I love you.

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Happy monthly anniversary. From the coldest time of the year, when the grass, walls, and sidewalks are layered with frost if they don’t get direct sunlight. It is quiet and cold. We are on the verge of a new world along with a new year. I hope I always make you happy. I hope I can find my footing this year.