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Happy monthly anniversary, my love. I feel like something is going to break for us. I had a good couple weeks of interviews and while it might be wishful thinking I sense that the long cold year is going to crack open. We will both be working and we can rebuilt some of the money burned in getting back from Europe. It'll be a relief to go into the holidays with both of us secure again. It's a job I want, and after these long months it feels (assuming the good feelings are true) that I'll be coming back to life. I don't want to think right now if things will break poorly. Right now I want to believe that after this year that it'll end well.