Happy monthly anniversary, my love. I wish I could give you something better today. So many setbacks in the past two weeks. I'm feeling lower than I have been in recent memory, but please don't think it's about you. And I don't want my identity to be about my job, but not having one creates a void inside, a lack of meaning for me, and I suppose a lack of funds for us. I just want to be good for you and us. Still, know that I love you.