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Happy monthly anniversary, my love. A quiet time as we get used to the best time of year. It's cooling and getting darker but the bitterness of winter isn't here and lingering in our bones. It's a cozy sort of decay where the sun retreats and we breathe in the sweet decay of fallen leaves. It's hours of horror movies. It's the calm before the end of year holiday gauntlet. It's our favorite time and it's the time of our orange and black Halloween calico cat, Olive. It's the time when we can breathe the most free. 

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Happy monthly anniversary, my love. Another month and the summer‘s heat is starting to die down. We are in what I see as a better place. I have a couple contracts I’ll be picking up soon. They’re not permanent, but they’ll bring us in money and stability for a while as I look for somewhere else that is more stable. All in all I have been fortunate that you’ve been patient and kind and loving. I know you’re worried about the future. We all do, but it will be OK.

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Happy monthly anniversary, my love... as we endure the heat and the smoke and the constant uncertainty from my line of work. We get by, but I know a change is needed. I'm grateful for your support as everyone is struggling. It makes me feel less alone. 

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27 years today. 27 years ago we said yes. I've known you for over 30 years now. Odd. I don't feel old. Time speeds along and at the same time not, like how you travel thousands of miles by plane in just a few hours. Distance covered in what feels like a tight space of time. You only realize things have changed when the sights and sounds around you are different. 

It doesn't feel strange, this distance, and that's because you are the constant and the familiar. You anchor the past, present, and future. And for that, I'm in awe. I love you and I hope I always make you feel love and happy. 

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Happy monthly anniversary, my love. Next month is our full anniversary. Need to think of something special for the day, even though you will likely want to keep it lowkey. Doesn't mean it should be forgotten. After all, besides the anniversary, we have something to celebrate. I'm still settling in to the new role, but so far it's working out well. We will have stability for a while and money coming in. And given where everything stands in the industry, it's a miracle and a blessing, but also one where I can't help but feel a bit guilty for having something when others have had nothing for so long.